
Diaspora shadows
Growing up in the speechlessness.
|2018.06.16
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I initially came across this language in a world of fiction. In the overlap of moving images and alternating voices I found my entrance into a new field of words. But it remained an empty field, my language never really broke out of fictionality.
I was sitting on the patterned mattress while looking upon all the faces I had not seen for years. I tried to read the scars on their faces, I tried to decipher which worries, which fears had the force to draw such deep lines.
When I entered my classroom on my first day at school I was surrounded by that language that steadily reminded me that I did not quite belong to this place.

Jehona Kicaj
Jehona Kicaj is a Master’s student at the Leibniz University in Hannover, studying modern German literature and philosophy. She was born in Suhareka in Kosovo before migrating to Germany in 1993. She is interested in German and Albanian literature, art and photography.
This story was originally written in Albanian.